Loss

I lost my friend.
So to speak.
I don't think she was there for me.
I always weep.

She never cared.
So how can i bare.
To be rejected.
Isolated.
Deserted.

Did she care.
No.
She says I never was there.
So where did I go?
I gave up.
On what?
You me for eternity.

My loss is different.
She isn't dead.
She just went away.
Faraway.

Yes I will see her again,
Some day.
A new day.
My way.