Manipulation

There's a hand crawling through my skull,
he has grasped my very soul,
The life has been squeezed from my mind.
Tell me such pretty things,
You fashion this beautiful world,
Yet voice inside cries out in pain
I want to believe your promises and affirmations,
You are like a snake, suave and camoflouged,
I cannot see.
You are the hardest conundrum I've ever encountered.
Are you speaking lies through your teeth?
Such beautiful lies, and yet I'm exposed.
You've torn me from the insides,
you've mapped me out.
What am I to you?
Can you tell me the truth?
Or is my pain your pleasure?