Looking throught the window of reality

Why am i still doing what you told me to?

why cant i be who i want to so i can live my life free from you?

its like you stabbing me in the heart and stealing whats valuable to me.

so get out of my effin' life and let me die when i decide

its because of you I'm this way...cant you see?

its not because I'm crazy...its because of my past that abuses me.

so before you think of my murder.

you might be surprised if I\'m gone by the hour.