Pissed

I'm pissed.
I'm pissed at everyone.
Everyone says they're my friend.
Everyone tells me they care.
Everyone promises me to stay by my side.
But in the end, I'm alone, like I always do.
Swims in the pool of emptiness.

Oh why do people have to act like they care,
And reminding me of they're my friends?
Or asking me to approach them when I need them,
While not giving a damn when I send the S.O.S signal?

I'm sick of life.

Seeing myself achieving nothing,
But being a burden of people around me.

Cease the lies to please me,
Simply tell me that I'm meant to be alone.