One Big Spite

Every time I think about the things that you've done to me
I sit and think
Is love even worth it
Or Is my heart made to sink

It never makes sense cause you walk out the door
But go ahead it's not like it's not happened before

I'm sick of love if this is what it is
If there's something more to it then let me be stricken with it by tonight so that my life isn't one big spite!!!