I watch everyone loving another..
I dont know why i really have to suffer..
I keep looking down trying to face my fears...
Why should I look up? my eyes are filled with tears...
Maybe I should just try to smile..
Maybe I should stop cutting for a while..
I should\'ve moved on and lived my life..
But all i\'m thinking is what i\'m goin to do with that knife..
Everytime I see you i try to look away..
But it seems like your image in my mind has to stay..
I look at you and I try not to cry..
I\'m trying to believe that this isnt a lie..
I dont know how to live anymore..
Since you became my sorce of pain..
The cuts on my hand made me sore..
The things you do drive me insane..
