My Biggist Fear.

Sitting in this cornor staring at the wall..
Holding on to things and trying to catch it all..
A broken heart, or a best friend, even myself..
Tired of facing my messed up health..

I\'m facing one of my biggist fears..
I\'m holding back all of my tears..
Of all the \"Another Day\"\'s i\'ve had..
This one will be the worse..

Another day when i\'m forced to be around..
Hearing them making fun of me and not make a sound..
\"Were not talking about you\" is what they allways say..
But they would do anything to get me away...

To My Best Friend, Ali I love you.

Another day when i\'m forced to be hurt..
When i\'m forced to be humaliated and thrown in your dirt..
Listening to another word of rejection..
Watching you talk to another girl of your selection...

Another day when i look at the mirror and face it..
I just cant take the girl staring at me not even a bit..
And the scale isnt my friend either..
Because i\'ve gained another pound..

Another day when i have to put up with her yelling..
When i sometimes have to put up with her hitting..
But still I try to be nice like nothings wrong..
Hide the cuts and brouises and be strong..

Another day, your leaving soon..
I\'m counting the days & crying till noon..
Now I have to face my biggist fear..
Your not going to be here to wipe this tear..