With tears in my eyes i look at myself
And how hideous i have allowed myself to become
That no matter how i try i at this young and tender age cannot like one time make a man stop and watch my movement with just a slight smile from mine eyes
But despite this i try to hide this ugliness which have taken over my body
My true looks and identity
But it never seems to work for i have become so hideous and nothing seems to work anymore
So why , why do u still want me
Why do u still think of me , holding my hideous face in your memories
You said that u never want to hurt that other girl But still u say u want me
Wouldn't that hurt her and make her heart break
For u say that love she feels for u is so great
It hurts me deeply to know i would be hurting someone for my own selfish reasons
But you seem to be cold hearted to thought and change only to the seasons
A reason and a answer for everything you do
Boy i feel that is why i fell so in love with you
Maybe just maybe i might consider being your girl again
But not until your trust i have regained
For having my heart broken one more time is something that i dread
And always remember i said these words to find a man who would make himself a fool for u is to find a love for a lifetime.
