Not coming back for a long time

What am i soppsed to do
just forget all the smiles
that you gave me when
i felt upset

you knew i was not ready
for you to face me with
this life alone and run away and
leave just because things
in life weren't right

i always cry to your best
friend and tell him how
much i miss you and
want you back

now its been about one year
and still you are dead
why did you leave and run when
things weren't right

but what am i gonna do
i can't bring you back
not if even if i tried
and it hurts

i thought i could
count on you
thats what you always told me

but you counted on that
sharp blade
that you always kept in
your room

i sit at your grave everyday
and cry and tell you
i love you, i love you
come back, come back

please life ain't good without
you, it's so hard without you
please come back

baby KY says were is daddy mommy is he coming back soon
i miss him, when can i talk to him

she is a spiting image of you
all she's knows is daddy's
gone away and he's not
coming back for a long time

~ put myself in someone else's place~