What happend

I'm in grief
i saw what you did

i saw your body
laying there with

those cuts all
over your wrists

i knew you hated
your life

but did you
hate it that much

were we not good
enough for you

what happened to
the person

that had a smile
that lit up

the room when it
was dark

why all of a sudden
have a blade handy

please tell me what
happened.....