Why

Why am i the way that i am?
no matter what i try,
i stay the same.
why is it the guys that i like,
think if my as one of the guys'?
i want to be more girlier,
and i try had.
why don't anyone like me,
am i that bad?
i try to be nice.
why am i so ugly?
i wear makeup,
to try to make me pretty.
why is it every time that i love,
i always get my heart broken?
i just want someone to love me,
for me. . . the person inside,
that is hurting deeply.