You Don't Know

You don't know
How bad I feel
Since your gone
Its all my fault

Nothing I do
Is ever right
You yell at me
And hurt me

You wont let it go
That one time
That i hurt you
With another

Constantly I say I'm sorry
But its not good
All you do
Is say 'Its fine..'

But I can see
Its hurting you
Inside and out
Your beating yourself up

But you don't know
Hot bad I feel
You don't know
How I wish
You were happy

Day after day
I sit and cry
Just knowing
I hurt you
Kills me inside

You don't know
How bad i feel
You don't know
How I wish
I could die
Because I hurt you

*Dedicated to Zaya - my one and only - please forgive me!