LOSING MY ALL

Here I sit, waiting for something good to come out of this

But nothing ever does

The blade becomes my friend

Cutting me to lifes end

I can't pretend that I want to live anymore

Because I hate myself more than you'll ever know

I feel like I'm screwed up

You yell and scream but never encourage anything I do

All that is left to say

Is that my life is done

And that it has to end this way

Because I lost my all

And my all was you

You turned around and you made it quite true

That you never want to see me, we're through

Save me from myself before it's too late
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I wrote this when everything in my life was falling apart