Peace of Mind

I told them how I feel
All my truths, lies and morals
But I still feel as if
I'm drenched in complete sorrow
I search high and low
Hoping to find
Some sort of
peace of mind
But like always
It's no where to be found
With all the thoughts in my head
Still going 'round and 'round
there's been so many ups and downs
Through out my whole life
I just hope I'm soon able to find
Where my heart really lies