Drowning in the Fall

In sorrows tears I remain to drown,
As my life continues to spiral down.
Feeling dead inside yet still I'm alive,
Why can't I escape the tears I've cried?
Can't lose the thoughts inside my mind,
So many times have I desperately tried.
Falling in this place that I thought I left behind,
Why is it this way; why couldn't I have died?

Falling into nothing will I ever be found,
It been so long; when will I hit the ground?
Drowning in sorrows invisible tears,
And all I feel is pain and overbearing fear.
My eyes are closed shut to all that surrounds,
But the thoughts are that which confounds.

Screaming out to all; but I've lost my voice,
I would quickly die if I had but one choice.
God why have you left me die in this place,
Can't you see the tears that run down my face?
Forsaken... is that I have become,
Can you tell what it is that I have done?