Self-killing lies

The thought of you touching her,
Makes me want to SCREAM!
Someone please tell me
That this is just a horrible dream...

You tell me I'm your everything,
You "care" so much about me...
But maybe there's something here
That you obviously don't see...

How can you truly care about me
When you're putting me in tears?
You say you would do anything
To spend life with me for the next years...

Obviously you don't know reality,
You don't know what you want at all,
And now that you held me up so high
You stand back to watch me fall...

I cared so much about you!
So much it makes me SICK!
I thought you were someone special,
Not some average-Joe prick!

You made me believe life was OK,
You made me believe that I WAS FINE!
You came right in with your heart,
But while you left, you took mine...

Now I'm here,
Sitting on this curb of this quiet street...
You're no where around now,
It's so quiet i can hear my heartbeat...

You left me alone here,
I don't even want to open my eyes...
You were just another defeat i met
completely full of self-killing lies...