Am I Pretty Enough Now? (I what to be perfect...for him...)

A Broken Heart...
A Single Tear...
This stupid nightmare,
is what Ive always feared.

I asked for your love,
you turned me down.
Now in nail polish,
I want to drown.

But Ill wait...
That is until I know why.
Then maybe I'll willingly
choose to peacefully die.

When questioning your motives,
Right in fount of you,
You simply say
"I really only like a few...

"And your not pretty enough
to make this list..."
So now I don't eat at all
Temptations are easy to resit.

As I walk down the hall
the gossip officially starts.
All I do is look at my wrists,
and see the hidden marks.

All of the sudden,
the world goes black.
The doctors confirms
My eating problem is a fact.

That same sad twisted day,
You came to me and said...
"Why didn't you say something?
I don't what you dead..."

Finally I couldn't take the lie
of him asking "Why?" and "How?"
I looked strait at him and said...
"Am I pretty enough now?!"