I sit alone and wonder
Why things don't go the way i want them to
Why the one thing i want the most
Doesn't even want me back
I don't understand why life goes wrong for me
How I'm receiving this punishment for nothing
Demons cursing my every move
Praying for me to die for you
But i just don't know whats doing this
Some kind of force that doesn't let me touch you, hold you
Or even be with you
But why?
I thought we were perfect together
But now I'm being thrown into a hurricane of hatred
Broken angels whispering in my ear
That you want to be with me but you don't believe my love for you
So I'm gonna prove it to you
I grab the nearest sharp object and start to cut
The world around in me slows in time as i cut deeper
I want you to feel my love
I want you to watch the blood as it pours from my arm
And how it slowly but disturbingly drops to the floor
I'm not doing this for anyone apart from you
I couldn't care less about the pain, blood or suffering its causing me
I just want you to believe me
But until you do
I shall remain
Forever bleeding...
