And this is how i see it
the life that i dont have
and i know that i cant hold it
im not the type to laugh
while everyone is singing and having such great fun
and everything is great as it seems
they are living the way they want
i sit and watch but never live the dream
you see it right in front of you
the clear picture in your face
its your decision what you do
\"i want no excuses; i give you no grace\"
i know i just cant stand it
to watch your stupid joy
knowing i cant have it
as im used as your toy
and while everyone is laughing and having such great fun
and everything is as it seems
theyre all out there living
and i sit watching to never live the
dream
you yell at me so easily
to say that im a wreck
that i cant do one little thing
you just want me in your bed
i cant stand to think you love me
to hear your voice right now
you scream that i dont listen
but this is crazy how
i cant have one bit of fun
without your critisize
and when i dont you yell at me
to make me run and hide
and while everyone is laughing and having all their fun
and everything is as it seems
theyre all out there living
and i am not living their dream
and the sad thing is
that i cant leave you
i love you too much
its like i will only lose
love is blinding me so bad
and i cant help at all
so i can watch and think this now
the life i never had
and while everyone is having fun
i will sit right here
watching happiness as it seems
so i will know this as one thing
with you... i will never live my dream
