Ghosts from the past slip into life,
For reasons of uncertainty,
Reminding me of times been and gone,
But the wounds still hurt.
I wish I could say I have gotten over you,
I wish I could hate you for everything,
I wish I could stop blaming myself,
But I can not I still have a hold on you.
I never grieved the day you put an end to it,
I never cried a tear for you,
I never even blamed you,
I took it all on I and excepted it.
I never see you happy,
I never see you sad,
I never even see you,
But the guilt lingers there.
Yes I admit I should have trusted you,
Yes I should have asked you first,
Yes I wish I had just confronted you,
But the things I heard hurt so bad.
Everyone says that people break up to make up,
Everyone says I will get over this,
Everyone thinks I am ok,
But I know now I have lost you.
I lost the one person I always trusted,
I lost the one person I knew cared,
I lost the person I aspired to be,
I just want to say sorry.
