Trapped

Have you ever gotten to the point in your life that you realize everything is false around you? there is no happy endings? your life is missing something?there is a gap you just can t feel happy and when your alone you you just want to scream? Have you ever felt sickened by your life and the world you live in? has every one you trusted brought you down even more than you thought was possible?Have you ever felt this way? Have you felt the urge to just run away and stay somewhere alone and dark so that you could just die because you cant ever feel content? No? Then you cant judge me because I feel like I am drowning I feel like I just want to pull out my hair and scratch off my skin so that I can stop feeling this emptiness so that I can get rid off my frustration perhaps you think that I am being dramatic but no I am just trying to find someone who can understand and Help me so that I wont feel this way so that I wont feel alone I just want to feel happy again