My Brick Wall Exploded

Held you to close,
Now im letting go,
I never thought that your smilie would show,
I know it was stupid to get in that fight,
But my skin can't be shown my fire's out of light,
the days go by the children have grown,
Now im giving in Im breaking the stone,
I love you to much,
But I hate you more,
I don't really know y my heart is so sore,
I hear the wind wisper
and feel the sudden breeze,
And i could feel the rush through the plants and trees,
Im dying I tell you i scream and i cry,
And now i left without saying good bye.