Why me

I've been in a black hole going on a year on November 28 after my mothers death. i fill like I'm suffocating i don't see any light

each time try to climb out of the hole. somebody throws me back in

as i thought i was reaching the top. the person who i least expected threw me back in not only did she throw me back but made the hole deeper

as i sit here in my hole and cry about why I'm down here i prey to the lord to make me stronger

now i have reached the top and i am stronger then those who put me down there

i now see the light and i am no longer suffocating but i still feel the pain that hurts less and less everyday