68: Alone

Its like kind of over the place its an older poem i didnt know how to exprese myself, and i still really dont know how 2 so here it is...

I Have Been Alone My Hole Life
You Shall Never Knows How This Feels
For You Have Had Fun
And You Have Had At Least Someone
Someone That Cared About You
I Am Not That Lucky...
All I Have Felt Is Pain And Darkness
When Will Life Get Better?
Or Shall It Continue On In Darkness...
Or Shall I Take My Very Life Away?
I Would Live A Bit Easier Life Then
I Could Live With My Angel
And In A Big Green Warm Forest With Her
She Will Love Me For Who I Am
And There Would Be Nothing To Take Her Away
Or Shall It Be The Same Here?
That I Would Be Alone With No One
And Now My Heart Is In A Bottomless Pit Of Darkness
For Love Shall Only Be Able To Heal The Pain
That This World Has Inflected Onto Me
For When It Rains
My Heart Bleeds For The One I Shall Love
And When It's A Hot Day
I Shall Burn To Nothing For You
And When Its Windy
I Shall Be Swiped Away
For Your Loving Touch...
What I'm Saying Is, That I Would Do Anything For Her...
There Would Be Nothing I Will Not Do For Her...
But I Shall Never Fall In Love
Or Even Feel Anything Different Aside This Pain
I Am Plagued To A Life Of Misery
Why Should I Live On Like This?
Just Maybe You Would Feel The Same Way
If You Would Have Experienced The Things I Have
Music And Games Can Not Patch Over The Pain
And They Can Never Make Me Feel Truly Happy
The Way Love Can...
I Have Only Seen Love Around Me And On TV
I Would Give Up Anything
To Have Someone With Me
On These Cold Dark Nights...
Oh Where's My Sweet Dark Angel Now?...