The Life of a Confused And Depressed Little Girl

This isn\'t a poem...more like a story with a meaning...lol...hope you like XD

There onces was a sad Little girl who didn't know where she belonged in the world. She didn't know what she wanted out of life or what to expect, All she really wanted was to finish high school and to stay with the guy she has now. But she had no idea that high school would be so hard, with the people, the classes, the boys, and the drama. Middle school was so much different. Boys were not such a problem, and she had no idea that she would change so much. In the beginning everything was ok, she found herself a good boyfriend, who her mom liked at the time, her and her best friend was once again united, and she was making good grades. But later on in the school year her mom hated her boyfriend, her best friend moved away, and she was failing every class. This sweet innocent little girl changed so much and so fast she didn't ever realize it till it was to late. No longer was she against smoking but was having these uncontrollable urges for them, she started cutting herself because she couldn't handle all the stress from school and her family. Her family hates her boyfriend and yells at her and calls him all these bad names, her parents doing this almost cost her their relationship. Also her mom would always yell and scream at her and her sister for no reason at all. The girl got to the point were she was always crying and cutting, that she was addicted to it and it was to late for her to stop. And with her best friend being gone she was more stressed, then ever before because it was her friend that helped the girl with all her problems, and with no help solving these problems, they built up inside her and keep building till they were about to explode and the only way out is through the form of tears and blood. The girl feels unloved by everyone and feels like she doesn't belong anywhere in this huge world. She has cried out for help but not one person has come to the rescue. So once again shes left alone to face her problems, all by herself. She wants all the pain and dispare to go away and she thinks the only way out is death even though thats not what she wants, she finds that the only solution to all her problems. She thinks to herself every night before she goes to bed, how the world would be if she was gone, how the world would be such a better place. She doesn't know what to do, shes scared if she asks for help they will turn the other way and ignore her, and thats the last thing she needs. What is a girl suppose to do when her only option out is death?