I need you but you are always just out of my grasp.
I've caught your tail a few times, but you soon squirm away from my hands.
I claim i'm impenetrable.
But i notice the negativity surrounding me.
It binds my heart.
Tears at my soul.
Spoils my mind.
Its hard to catch you, my love.
The impenetrable shield around my mind body and soul, all of a sudden weakens.
The bindings and blows at my mind, body, and soul, bring me down.
Make me disregard my confidence.
Lower my head, that was once held high.
My muscles lose strength.
My determination flickers away.
As the negativity tries over and over to destroy me.
This diminishes my faith, my dear friend.
I can no longer stand tall.
I no longer have the strength to run, and reach after you.
I must learn to hold on.
I must learn to stay strong.
I must stay confident and determined.
So maybe one day.
Well, maybe tomorrow or 5-50 years from now,
I will FINALLY find and have unconditional, impenetrable, eteranal, infinitely strong,
love for me.
