Never Again!

I'll never again get to see your face.
I'll never again get to hear your voice.
I'll never get to touch you face or even hold you.
Never again will it be the same.
When your older you won't even know me.
I'll never again get to feed you or give you a bath, I can't ever play peek-a-boo again.
I don't get to act crazy for you to make you laugh or get to comfort you when your sad.
I never will get the chance to see you crawl or even start to walk. Because I'll never again get to see you.
I know some of it's my fault and for that I'm truly sorry.
I'll never get to hear your when you say your first words or even when you talk.
This is a little crazy and messed up. I'm so sorry I'll never get to know you and you'll never know me.