Twisted Up

Everything is all twisted up
I cant even stand it
I don't think any one can

I look for comfort
but there is none
I look to the sky
all I see is sun

Why Lord do I feel this way
Why is everything wrong this day
I need your wisdom
I need you Grace

The things I want
The thing I may
the thing I may not have
Why am I so sad

I love in my heart
I smile to most
I have special thought
That I hold so close

Is it wrong to wish
is it wrong to want
Is being who I am so wrong
How do I ever get along

Its all twisted up
I cant get it right
I fight with myself
each and every night

At arms reach
It stands
I will not touch it
not with my hands

I will never forget
the things of my heart
I will do right
only for you Lord