Im sorry for being sad

Jesus help me to get by,
Why cant they see me,
When I lay down to die.

I fold my hands to pray,
Tears drip down,
Its finally that day.

The day Ive moved on,
Now theyll love me,
Now that I am gone.

Jesus takes my hands,
I feel so peaceful,
Like waves on white sands.

Im on the wings of a dove,
Flying to a place,
Where I can find lost love.

Lights a glowing, around my head,
Wow is this what its like,
What its like to be dead.

I lay down, on a blanket of white,
Thinking of all the awfulness,
Being full of spite.

So God sent me back here,
With one single breath,
With family and friends near.

Thats the day I tried to die, I swear,
Now they\'ll belive me,
Be aware.

* im sorry for being sad *