If only you knew

You are still in my heart, even if you didn't know
i kept you there because i cared, even if it didn't show
i went back to the time when i thought i knew you
i was so stupid, cause i didn't have a clue
i didn't know you were going to break my heart
but i understood, everyday when we grew more apart
i remembered when we used to hold hands...when we used to be tight
and when i dreamed about you, day and night
i remember that day, when i felt so loved...when i thought you were there
but when i see it now, the fact is, you weren't fair
i went back to the time when i couldn't stop talking about you, and i thought you felt the same
but now i try not to hate you, when i hear your name
i remember when we talked, long hours...it feels so far away
i cant believe that this is really over...i have to say
i want to go back to the day i actually payed attention
and the day that i felt your affection
its just better to say goodbye
but if you only saw the pain, and felt it too...you could of stopped killing me inside
why did all of this have to end...why did you have to go
maybe one day I'll know all the answers...and maybe i will never know
but what hurts more is that you Don't know where you went wrong
but you cant stop the tears from falling, when you hear that sad song
why cant the thoughts of you disappear?
why cant i stop wishing you were here?
it hurts wen you are heartbroken, but it hurts even more wen it has happen before
and wen you think it wont happen...it happens even more
so...here i am...hurt again...
but wen u find out...maybe this BS can end