After you died, I thought my whole world was ending
You were my bestest friend
I thought we would be friends until the end
That dark and stormy night
I was waiting for you to call me
But when I heard the phone ring it wasn't you
It was your mom telling me what happened
Your dads car flipped over
No one was seriously injured except that you died
I never cried until your funeral
I wanted to, I just couldn't
I sat in my bed for days with the world spinning
After your funeral, I couldn't think, see, or hear anything
I ate only when I had to, mom was so worried
I just cried for days and days
I thought about how you will never see me in my new glasses
We would never go on that road trip we planned
We would never do anything together anymore
One day I thought that you wouldn't want to see me like this
I got up, brushed myself off and went to dinner with my family
I knew somehow, that I would be okay.
We were best friend's and we were going to keep it that way
You'll always be with me in my heart
Wait for me up in heaven okay?
BFF'S FOR EVER & EVER!
*~This is for my best friend who died in a car crash. After about two weeks of crying I thought about what one of my 7th grade teachers told us. We were talking about self esteem.
He said one thing about it was being strong. Not like muscle strong but strong as in you lose somebody that you love and after 3 days or 3 weeks of crying you get up and brush yourself off, knowing that you will be ok. It helped me a lot thinking about that. I miss you girl!~*
