Frustration

I see you staring at me
I know you're worried
I am too

My life at the moment is chaotic
I am running away in place
Not knowing where to go

I am shaking with frustration
Frustration fills me up
Thanks to my life
My family
My ego
My confidence
School
You

All of these things bottle me up
I am left here to cry
By myself

I still see you watching me
I know you want to help
But all you do is make it worse

Just let me sink in my pain
Let me drown til I wake up