Denial

Now you deny it all,
What a waste of 3 weeks it was,
You can't even admit we slept together,
Even if you say just once.

You can't even stand near me,
Without shaking your head,
Or tutting loudly,
Making me wish i were dead.

What is your problem,
With people knowing about us,
Everyone knew something was happening,
Why make such a fuss.

I tried to be faithful,
I really tried my best,
I just couldn't leave temptation...
But you'll never know the rest.

[this was written after i got back together with Reji in secret and then we split up after 3 weeks, it was pretty pointless but one of the best 3 weeks of my life! and then he denied it all... after we'd gone out for a year previously]