I could have been...

I never loved him
But my heat and soul is with him
My lips may say no I don't love
But my heart knew it from the start

Now it's to late to say what I want to say
Cause he's with her
And it kills me not knowing
What we could of been

I could have been that girl
Holding his hand
I could have been that girl
Kissing him good-bye
I could have been that girl
Every night hearing his voice
But am not

I should have told him what I feel
I should say that three-letter word
I should of I should of
So I wont put up with this regret

I never love him
But my heart and soul was with him
And am hurting as am writing
This poem saying I lost my changed
Being with him...