My mom oppose to yours

A mom is a person thats suppose to care
One who loves you and is always there
More than a friend from school
Someone who doesnt treat you cruel
A person that enjoys being around you because of joy
And doesnt treat you like an old raggedy toy

My mom forever avoids me, like Im an invisible ghost
From one decision that I needed her the most
One sentence changed my future
A sentence I thought she could understand, but I obviously didnt know her
My ignorant step-father and backstabbing brother
Shared lies with her and destroyed what used to be my mother
She forced me back and kicked me out
I was yelled at for lies, most I didnt even know what they were about
My mom couldnt say she loved me
Even after seeing tears that she forced herself to see
For one long year she couldnt come see me to my face
Like Im a disease or a disgrace

Our relationship will never be the same
She apologizes, then lies and just acts lame
I have taken risks for her
But to her I guess I�?�¢??m just a worthless little blur
Ive been shoved to the back of her brain
Our relationship will never be the same