Shocked

I cant believe I'm actually,
sitting here crying over you!
After all the stupid s h i t,
Me and you went through?!

Out of all the things,
Even breaking your heart.
I would have NEVER thought,
it would be cheating that tore up apart!

Ha, you said you loved me,
Oh my god what a big lie.
Now your got me sitting here,
waiting, wanting to effing die!

I told you once
And ill tell you again!
I would NEVER cheat,
After what happened with me and my friend!

God damn your so effing stupid!
And to think I was Falling in love!
When i went to bed,
you were the one I thought of!

I'm just so shocked,
to hear that you could do such a thing,
When i actually thought me and you,
were gonna be something!

Well I hope your happy,
I think you broke my heart.
And I thought I'd be the one to do that,
to you from the very start!

But I guess I was right,
Its something I should be used to.
I just never thought that cheating,
was something you were capable to do.