For My Father

Daddy you know I love you but I hate you too, why do you do the things you do. Haven't I been good to you, haven't I always told you the truth.

Haven't I been the one that was always right at your side.. now all thats there is the pain that I hide. I miss the love we once shared, I miss the father that once cared.

I'm moving on with my life and it doesn't seem right, your not here, you didn't even say goodbye, and I sit alone and wonder why.

Was I that bad, were you glad when you saw the tears rolling down my cheeks, and no I am not sure what it is I seek.

I miss the father I once had, the one that made me laugh, the one that held me tight when my life went wrong, the one who was always tough always strong.

you don't even call, you don't even write, just yesterday I stopped at a red light, I started thinking of you and wondering what there was left for me to do.

Should I let go of you or hold on tight cause the love of a daughter holds on tight. I'm getting out while the gettings good.. so heres my letter from me to you, if you love me then tell me what should I do.

Should I move on and just forget about you, no more tears no more pain, no more holding it in and waiting for the rain.

No more hate, no more fears, cause daddy you won't cause me anymore tears