Homeless!

This isn't the best ever but i really want to know what you guys think so please comment! and rate!

I don't know how to start...
i guess im kinda lost,
in a way i have no beginning...
to anything!
My family is gone
and no friends to comfort...
sleeping in the rain
ain't as bad as you may think!
the alley isn't as scary
as you see it to be!
the cardboard box
ain't as cold and hard as it looks.
i do fine with no one to love
its easier that way...
you know?
wake up, search for food,
try to find something warm to wear
and then lie awake,
the rest of the night...
saying to your self....
its gonna be alright!
its not as bad as it looks to live a life like mine, i mean come on...
how hard is it to die?