I died for you

I can't believe this now,
this isn't what I planned.
I lived and died and now,
I just can't understand
With all the love I feel,
I could never leave her
No matter what the cost,
my soul's the price to see her

Oh, how I love you,
the pain won't go away
Oh, how I need you,
youre always so far away
I cry for you,
leaving myself to blame
I died for you,
I gave up everything

The pain was just too much,
when I finally saw her
She's happy and in love,
in love with my best friend
What makes it hurt so bad,
is that I love them both
And they will never know,
for love I sold my soul