by blurryeyes Nov 11, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
The sun is shining, the sky is clear, there`s no cloud, no fog and no sign of rain or darkness. It`s warm and cozy. It`s beautiful. The air is fresh, she can see her reflection in the clear water of the lake. And the grass is beautifuly green, the flowers around her seem to be smiling. Everything is so peaceful, so...perfect. She can feel the hope, the harmony, the love, the happyness in the air. She wants to stay there forever. There`s no one around, but she doesn`t feel alone. All those bad thoughts, the pain, the feeling of emptuness and frustration...they`re gone. They are not there to hurt her, to hunt her, to kill her soul. She got away. And she is happy, she is free. She lies on the beautiful grass and then looks at the blue sky. Nothing matters. Nothing is important. Nothing...nobody. "Weird words...nothing...nobody..." she thinks. "How did I get away? How did I find this paradise?" She gets scared for a moment, she realises she doesn`t remember a thing, she doesn`t know anything. Nothing....Nobody.... |