My mind wanders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you. And I don't think i can explain what you do to me.
Cause everytime I lay awake, I ponder on all my mistakes. I try to come up with at least one reason why I deserve you.
You just don't understand I can't put you in my past like you have done. Playing all these stupid games I just end up chasing you.
I'm rehersing all my thoughts wondering if I should tell you or not. I just can't help myself anymore, I push it all aside just to be with you.
But no you won't talk to me for something that I didn't mean to do. It's not going to work....I just can't see us together anymore.
I'm trying not to think of you and all the things we used to do. I'm all confused as I think of the things we would do. I just don't understand what do you want?
I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside wondering what will happen tonight. My emotions are something that I guess I'll always hide inside.
I stood there and stared, wide-eyed in frong of you. I couldn't read the face I saw looking back my way. Why can't you look at me the way I want you to?
But I just can't hold my tears back the way you do. Please believe me whatn I say I didn't want any of this to happen.
I thought that you were the one I always dreamed about. But I let the dreams go and all my promises broke. And all my make-believe fantasies ran out.
I thought you were my only one, but now I've met someone new and that person is not you...
