You Ran Aaway

You ran away and left me
Promising you'd never leave
saying you'd stay with me
now I know you have him;
comforting you while you sleep
But what of me?
the child of your past
who will comfort me while I sleep?
why did you leave me?
did you not want me?
Or if, not that then what?
so be this my last thought of you
when I die I'll think of you and say;
I hate you!
For never bing there
for leaving my alone,
when I needed you the most....
with my last breath I will whisper...
But I will always love you.....
the way I should......
the way you never could