Secret crush

The first time I laid eyes on you all my thoughts vanished
There was something about your eyes that kept drawing me closer
To shy to say one word to you
Because I was afraid you'd turn me down
That moment you walked up to me with just a simple hello
My face went red and my legs turned inside out
I was searching for words to say but nothing seemed quite right
No matter how much you hurt me
Or the way you ignore me and pretend I don't exist
There just something about you that I can't resist
I dream about you at night, when I know I should be dreaming of him
I try hard to fight these feelings I have deep inside my heart
But every time I try to
I keep running back to you
When you give me that look I can't help but smile back
I know I shouldn't want you and that I can't have you
But I wish for one moment you were mine
You don't care if I live or die
To you I might as well be the wind in the night
You can feel it, but you can't see it
There are times when you talk to me as if I'm your whole world like it's just me and you
And I turn my back for one minute and there I am again waiting for you to notice me
It's just something about the way you walk, the way your lip curls when you speak, the way your eyes catch me like you would a butterfly
I catch myself looking your way several times a day
But you don't even move a finger
The sound of your voice makes me cringe
I always wonder what you think of me
Do you think I'm beautiful or even worth a second glance?
Can you answer when my eyes speak to you?
You're the boy who always gets the girls, but can never commit
The boy who flirts with a girl just because she's there
The boy who wants something just because he can't have it
The boy that kisses me in my dreams
The boy who is so sure of himself that he doesn't need a girl to tell him so
The boy who's afraid to love because he cares too much about what his friends will think
I know all these things about you, but do you even know my name?
I'm just some girl who passes you by everyday
I'm just some girl that's afraid to look your way
I'm just some girl that's thought about you today
I'm just some girl who will never tell you what's in her heart
I'm just some girl who is from this world set apart
And you're the boy who will never know me because to you I'll always be just some girl.