When Can I Sleep Again

I find myself up another night
Thinking about what I always do
Not able to think of happy thoughts
Misery fills my heart

I try to find some advice
But none is to be found
Cause no one is like me
They don't realize who I am

It's true I may have similarities
But trust me I'm so different
I wouldn't go as far as suicidal
But that thought does cross my mind

It scares the hell out of me
Yet that thought still dwells
I hope one day the sleep I miss
Shall be made up but because of someone

That someone I can talk to
Stays up late at night to talk
Just for me and me for them
I wish it was that one person

But we all know thats why I'm up
I cannot help but grieve
I cannot help but be stuck in misery
One day I hope I can sleep Again!