Holding My Breath

I'm holding my breath right now
I'm trying to see my dreams come true
Cause in this place nothing has happened
I'm left alone thinking so negatively

I wish from holding my breath
I could get my wish
To have my dreams come true
But only dreams they are

I realize this
I just wish I had a will
A will to realize everything okay
That one day it could get better

But I'm still holding my breath
Cause this world is to real
I'm lost in this reality
My face is now red

I've only got a while longer
Before I burst and I'm sent off
To a place of only dreaming
Where I'll be all alone

Do I take a breath now
Or do I hold tight
Cause I'm so close to disappearing
It seems like it would be so nice