So scared of the pain that is sure to come
It doesn't matter if it is he or I that cause it
I will Be mangled and torn all the same
Should I just stab myself and watch the blood run cold?
Twould be better than knowing my heart has yet another scar
How can something so beautiful also be so ghastly
So blinding yet freeing to the holder
He is blind to my pain as he shows me the world in a new light
Shows me things about myself and how I feel
Binding me even more tightly to him
If I cut the cords now, I too, with our love shall be no more
