Everyday I ask myself, should I say goodbye and cut my throat? Just 2 take all the pain away everyday i ask if i should runaway and never come back? Just 2 see if they would notice.Inside i want 2 break down and cry then kill myself from all the pain.I don't show it u would never guess that i want 2 kill myself.I want 2 kill her just 2 get 2 him.I cry myself 2 sleep and hope that i don't have another dream about killing myself. I want him so that i have more comfort but she has him i mean stole him.I walk in the dark just cuz i know ill see images of me dead. I know the ones i like or love do not feel the same, i wish they did but i know they don't Care and never will. So i ask myself is all this pain and shit Worth living??
