Wanna know what `s hard?
Trying to smile & be happy for them.
Knowing she iss one of your very .b e s t f r i e n d s.
&& that you really do want her to be happy.
&& him, too. But at the same time,
knowing how bad you wanna be with him.
Knowing how much you [w i s h]
he was thinking of [y o u] & not [h e r].
&& knowing how selfish you look,
how bad it must sound.
What `s hardest of all?
Standing next to you & knowing
that no matter what I give to you,
it `ll never be enough.
Because you don 't love me.
& You never will. Why?
Because you love [ H E R ]