Do you even see the real me?

Look into my eyes,
and tell me what you see.
Look upon my lips,
and tell me what you read.
Hold onto my hand,
and tell me what you feel inside.
Hold me close dont let me go,
Deep inside our hearts collide.
When you look at me,
What do you truely see.
Do you see the pain
I hide deep inside these dark brown eyes.
Or do you see the grin, that I carry around.
The one thats hides the pain when im feeling down.
When I feel down and low, I keep it all blocked inside.
I try to make others happy, so I go with the flow.
They laugh and they giggle, grin and smile,
They say come on Gabby. make your life worthwhile.
But I can't smile anymore, and I don't know why,
My smiles are blocked with all my cries. Why do I cry?
I don't even know.
Ive tried to stop the tears, but they've taken control.
They have taken over my life, The way I feel is because of them.
I'm going to try and make you happy, I'll walk along with my fake grin.