To Carlos

No matter what you say to me
no matter what you do
it's like something inside of me
prevents me from hating you

maybe it's because i know deep inside
that you don't truely hate me
maybe it's cause somewhere in my mind
theres a place where you exist

maybe it's because i grew so cold
that your words don't affect me anymore
or maybe it's because theres a hidden meaning
in your aweful words

either way i can't hate you
i think i love you
but i guess i'm too stupid to see
that you don't love me